May 2012
29 posts
Wen my wife and i decide to have kids. I want her to say “Charlie, put a baby in me”
from season 5 ep 20
“my heart is drunk and a kid”
“sometimes the best decisions are the ones that make no sense”
Pretty Excited for tomrrw!
Long day.
Bike Shop mechanic job: 9-5
Block away, deliver sandwiches on bike: 5:20-10:00
But really awesome, fun, easy opportunity for quick money. Its good to be a hustlah
$$BIKE$$$BIKE day
Gainesvilles a really rad town yo.
First day back delivering subs for Jimmy Johns in a month. It really felt great. My collar bone only hurt when things got bumpy.
Off @2, took a break to do some shutff, ate sandwich, walk across street to new bike shop job.
Id never take my bike there, what a shitty little shop. Im ashamed i work there, not even going to advertise. Im used to clean bike...
maybe i watch too much tv
but i really have trust issues again.
faith issues, hope issues.
i just plain have issues. with everything except myself. which i suppose is better than the opposite? i dunno
thing
about yelling and cursing at your dad then going in your room…
have to come out sometime.
and
putting my headphones on so i don’t have to listen to my dumb motherfucking drunkass dad bitching about my mom and her mom.
tattoos for them? fuck them, i try. i really fucking do.
my bike accident
just another medical bill for my mom to bitch about.
Man Up.
Suit up!
UP!
fuck music
I’m trying to focus, and every song just reminds me of what an emotional bitchy little girl i am.
DUBSTEP TIME
:/
new tattoo idea
i want some small symbol, or word that means “mindfulness”. maybe on my wrist, maybe my leg, calf.
not an ohm symbol, well maybe, but i think in indian the word is “sati”
whadday
12 hours on my feet. on my broken collar bone. it really didn’t bother me till the last hour. but still. ow. gonna watch some things on hulu, even though i should be sleeping. I need some beers, and a pill, and hang.
so. the good thing about the lowest point in your life: its all up from here.
Every aspect of my life has immense promise right now. It feels great that I can grasp these...
Peace :)
I finally have peace again.
Got my things figured out with school. This is it.
Tomorrow morning ill look at classes i can take this summer, have an appointment monday, 10 am before JJ. Just have to write the petition.
Tomorrow is the Ally Cat race that I won’t be racing :( or winning ;) :(. But manning the checkpoint and hanging with the crew should be fun anyways.
I love that my...
todays thoughts
cleaning up the house after a crazy night! :) happy birthday to me.
need to make dentist appointment and email advisor, before going to work at 4ish
cohered tonight! woot!
still. :( in the end. All i can do is listen to Blink-182 and think of you
and as much as I love my friends, I really can’t handle all these grad pics. I need to get this shit figured out.
can't stop
them rolling, can’t stop them coming. I turn 20 and i should be happy about something. Nope, cuz on that day is when you leave. great. the one thing thats put a smile on my face through all this.
This has made me realize that I can’t wait till tomorrow. I have to seize every single day like it was the last. Tomorrow never comes how its supposed to.
So how am I supposed to have a...
April 2012
3 posts
March 2012
4 posts
We're not going to fix government until we can fix...
Forks over Knives
“let food be thy medicine!” - Hippocrates
February 2012
7 posts
Positivity babyy
So, trying to be more positive. Little excursive ima do, on here, since no one really looks at this.
1 happy thing/story: Yesterday I watched A Sunday in Hell, an amazing documentary of the 1974 Paris-Roubaix, the most grueling and famous of the cycling spring classics. I really hope Danielle will watch it with me to learn A LOT about cycling history and culture.
3 things i am grateful for:...
January 2012
17 posts
Daikon!!
That vegetable from earlier: Daikon
